FEELING FULL

ISN'T IT STRANGE?

TO FEEL FULL
YOU NEED TO GIVE

RECEIVING ANY AMOUNT
WILL NOT
FILL YOUR EMPTINESS...

A FRIEND..

A FRIEND IS SOMEONE
WITH WHOM YOU CAN BE YOURSELF

YOU CAN TELL ABOUT YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS
WITHOUT THE FEAR OF APPEARING TO BE BOASTING

YOU CAN TELL ABOUT YOUR FAILURES
WITHOUT THE FEAR OF BEING CONDEMNED

WHO ACCEPTS YOU THE WAY YOU ARE
AND MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF...

WHAT IF...

"WHAT IF YOU ARE GOING TO DIE IN SIX MONTHS ?"
A VOICE ASKED ME FROM WITHIN...

THOUGH IT WAS ONLY A THOUGHT
IT SHOOK ME THOROUGHLY

REGAINING CONTROL OVER MYSELF, AFTER SOMETIME
I REFLECTED
ON THE ENORMITY OF THE SITUATION

YES, WHAT I WILL DO THEN?

"I WILL LOVE MANY MORE TIMES
TO COMPENSATE FOR THE LOST TIME"
MY HEART SAID...

TEARS TRICKLED DOWN MY CHEEKS
AND I WAS CHOKED WITH EMOTIONS

"DO YOU NEED TO WAIT TILL THAT TIME TO LOVE?"
ANOTHER VOICE FROM WITHIN ASKED

MORE TEARS AND MORE EMOTIONS
ERUPTED ON THIS REALISATION...

A Prayer

GOD! MAKE ME THE WOMAN

YOU WOULD LIKE A WOMAN TO BE..



WHOSE HEART IS FULL OF AFFECTION

AND WHO SHOWERS IT ON ONE AND ALL

WITHOUT ANY CONDITION...



WHO IS A SOURCE OF STRENGTH

FOR WHOSOEVER'S LIFE SHE TOUCHES...



WHOSE PRESENCE IS VERY COMFORTING

TO MEN, WOMEN AND CHILDREN ALIKE...



WHOSE ONE COMPASSIONTE GAZE

MELTS EVERY HEART...



IN WHOSE PROXIMITY, EVERYTHING LOOKS

SO SIMPLE, CHEERFUL AND HOPEFUL...



WHO NURTURES AND STRENGTHENS

EVERYTHING AROUND HER...



GOD! MAKE ME THE WOMAN

YOU WOULD LIKE A WOMAN TO BE...

Hi! For past few years, there has been a feeling that I have something to say. But what, to whom and where was not clear. I think now I have found a forum through this blog... I can share my thoughts, feelings and experiences...

I would like to interact with my friends often through this blog...

Currently I am on leave for seven months ,staying back at coimbatore looking after my children full time for the first time in my life. The decision came accidentally though, but I can tell you I am thoroughly enjoying it. Getting into their studies without anything else bothering you ( work related issues ), looking after their small small needs, cooking for them ( though I have to check up recipies every time I cook ) ( and my children swar I am a good cook ) etc. Needless to say I was little apprehensive in the begining, but it may turn out to be one of the most glorious period of my life and a very satisfying one. I am also utilysing my time in learning things which I wanted to learn all along - YOGA and a bit more of computers. It appears so good that I dont want to go back to work for a while ( at least )...